Monthly Archives: September 2008

argh …

The thought just occurred to me to e-mail my photography prof and see if I can do the darkroom thing now … argh! I really hope I can stay in the class; I’ll wear gloves, a mask, an apron and whatever else I have to! From what I read, it’s a mixed bag. We’ll see! Either way, we know what’s most important, and it’s certainly not my presence in the class!

basic photography: 3 of 15

Another great class! We did an in-class shoot, experimenting with the trade off between aperture and shutter speed and the involvement of depth of field. Of course, that was at the end of class, so let’s start from the beginning …

Depth of field is the sense of depth or dimension in a photograph. A shallow depth of field (dof) has a selective focus, allowing the photographer to control where the viewer looks. Conversely, a deep dof makes everything, or nearly everything, in the photograph clear. The actual definition of depth of focus is “the distance range between nearest and farthest objects in a scene that remain in sharp focus. It is the area in front of and behind the point of critical focus.” So, what’s the critical focus? Your subject!

There are three factors controlling depth of field: (1) aperture/f-stop, (2) lens, and (3) distance from camera to subject.

  • Aperture/f-stop … a larger aperture opening = shallow dof (ex. 2, 2.8, 4). A smaller aperture opening = greater dof (ex. 22, 16, 11). Regardless of your choice of f-stop, 1/3 in front of the subject will be sharp, while 2/3 behind your subject will be sharp.
  • Lens … there are three types of lenses: normal, short and long. A standard normal lens is 50mm with the range being between 35-80mm. A standard short lens, or wide angle, is 28mm with the range being between 24-35mm. Finally, a standard long lens, or telephoto, is 200mm, with the range being between 80-500mm. So how does this translate to dof? The shorter the focal length of the lens, the greater the dof. The longer the focal length of the lens, the more shallow the dof. A shorter lens, or wide angle, increases the space between objects, while a telephoto lens decreases the space between objects. Cool, huh?
  • Distance from camera to subject … The closer the camera is to the subject, the shallower the dof. The farther the camera from the subject, the greater the dof. Got it?

Now, the halving and doubling principal. As each aperture opening gets smaller, it gets smaller by half. In other words, half as much light is coming into the lens at f/5.6 than is coming through at f/4. Similarly, as each shutter speed gets smaller, the length of time the shutter stays open doubles. So 1/500 of a second is twice as long as, or double, 1/1000 of a second. That being said, apertures and shutter speeds are then reciprocally related. As each aperture opening gets smaller and less light comes in through the lens, the shutter speed must get longer to compensate.

I’ve got a question for you. You’ve got a manual control 35mm camera. You’ve traveled to a destination you’ve waited all your life to see. You pull out your camera and realize your batteries are dead and there are no stores for miles. What do you do? Thankfully, you know the sunny 16 rule. On a bright, sunny day, your f-stop will be f/16 and your shutter speed will be your film’s ISO number. Sweet, huh? If you want to change your f-stop, you simply adjust your shutter speed incrementally like this …

  • f/16 = shutter speed of 125
  • f/11 = shutter speed of 250
  • f/8 = shutter speed of 500
  • f/5.6 = shutter speed of 1000

Rock on! So what if it’s not a bright, sunny day? Here are the other starting values, which are simply stepping down (or opening up) from the sunny 16 starting point:

  • partly cloudy = f/11
  • bright overcast = f/8
  • very overcast = f/5.6
  • dreary = f/4

I think I mentioned this before, but it’s good and worth mentioning again. There are two priorities from which you can choose when composing a photograph – aperture and shutter speed. Under most circumstances, you want to set your aperture first, then your shutter speed. This allows you creative control, and isn’t that what it’s all about? The exception to this rule is for motion, in which case you’d set the shutter speed first and then determine the aperture. In that case, the motion, whether crisp or blurry, is the important element in the photograph and is your creative control.

FYI, the meter in your camera reads the quantity, not the quality, of light. Technically speaking, there are two types of meters: reflected and incident. A reflected meter is typically built into the camera and reads the light reflected off the subject. An incident meter is handheld and reads the light falling onto the subject.

Looking further at light, there are three types:

  • Reflected: These are the highlights in your scene, and may include things such as the sky, blonde hair, pale skin, a wedding dress, or a white wall. In this situation, the light bounces off the bright surface.
  • Absorbed: These are the shadows, and may include such things as dark hair, dark clothes, shade, or dark leaves. In this situation, the light is absorbed by the object.
  • Diffused: This is very even light, and is typically cast from a fluorescent light or on an overcast day.

The general rule of exposure is …

Expose for the shadows,
develop for the highlights.

Translation … meter on the shadows, not on reflected light areas.

That’s it for this week, people. I’m OUT, and off to start my first assignment – shoot depth of field! Yeah, baby!

this week …

I know most of you won’t care about this, but I do, so I’m posting it anyway! Here’s what’s happening with me and the bubble this week …

from ivillage …

You are 4 Weeks Pregnant! (Counting from the first day of your last menstrual period)

What’s happening with you:
Congratulations! You’ll be hearing that word a lot. You may have peeked at that positive test a hundred times to make sure it hasn’t mysteriously reverted to negative, but it’s true. So from this point on, be a healthy machine: Eat well and exercise in moderation. Instead of lunch errands, think lunch naps. Everything you do is for two, so take a deep breath, daydream often and let your body perform its miraculous work.

Physically, you may be experiencing any of the following symptoms: missed period, nausea, vomiting, dizziness, headaches, bloating, a feeling of fullness, light cramping, poor appetite, frequent urination, and breast tenderness. If you’ve had some minor spotting in the past week, it may be “implantation” bleeding, which is not a cause for concern. Some women have no symptoms at all and feel absolutely wonderful. This, too, is perfectly normal.

What’s happening with your baby:
The fertilized egg has made its seven- to ten-day trip to the uterus, where it implants cozily into the endometrial surface. It is now called a blastocyst and it has divided into two parts. While you are reading this, the first part is forming the placenta and the second part will become the embryo. The two layers that make up the amniotic bag of waters are newly formed, and the very beginning of the connecting stalk — which will become the umbilical cord — has appeared. Until your placenta is fully functioning, the yolk sac, now present, will feed your baby. Basically, the “home” for your little one is under rapid construction!

from babycenter …

Your pregnancy: 4 weeks

How your baby’s growing:
This week marks the beginning of the embryonic period. From now until 10 weeks, all of your baby’s organs will begin to develop and some will even begin to function. As a result, this is the time when she’ll be most vulnerable to anything that might interfere with her development.

Right now your baby is an embryo the size of a poppy seed, consisting of two layers: the epiblast and the hypoblast, from which all of her organs and body parts will develop.

The primitive placenta is also made up of two layers at this point. Its cells are tunneling into the lining of your uterus, creating spaces for your blood to flow so that the developed placenta will be able to provide nutrients and oxygen to your growing baby when it starts to function at the end of this week.

Also present now are the amniotic sac, which will house your baby; the amniotic fluid, which will cushion her as she grows; and the yolk sac, which produces your baby’s red blood cells and helps deliver nutrients to her until the placenta has developed and is ready to take over this duty.

See what’s going on in your uterus this week. (Or see what fraternal twins look like in the womb this week.)

Note: Every baby develops a little differently — even in the womb. Our information is designed to give you a general idea of your baby’s development.

How your life’s changing:
Sometime this week, you may be able to find out whether you’re pregnant. For the most accurate results, wait until the end of the week to take a home pregnancy test. (You can try one now if you like, but you’re more likely to get a correct result a week past your expected period.)

If the test is positive, call your practitioner’s office and schedule your first prenatal appointment. Most practitioners won’t see you until you’re about eight weeks along, unless you have a medical condition, had problems with a previous pregnancy, or are having symptoms that need to be checked out.

If you’re taking any medications — prescription or over-the-counter — ask now whether it’s safe to keep taking them. And be sure to alert your caregiver to any other issues of concern.

You should already be taking a multivitamin that contains at least 400 micrograms (mcg) of folic acid. Once you’re pregnant, you’ll need a bit more — 600 mcg a day — so switch to a prenatal vitamin if you haven’t already.

The next six weeks are critical to your baby’s development. The rudimentary versions of the placenta and umbilical cord, which deliver nourishment and oxygen to your baby, are already functioning. Through the placenta, your baby is exposed to what you take into your body, so make sure it’s good for both of you.

If your home pregnancy test is negative, take another at five weeks if you still haven’t gotten your period. Many urine tests are not sensitive enough to detect a pregnancy at four weeks.

If you’ve been trying to conceive with no success for a year or more (or for six months if you’re over 35), talk to your healthcare provider about a workup exam for you and your partner to spot possible fertility problems. While the results may be upsetting, finding out about a problem sooner rather than later will get you started on the road to treatment — and to your ultimate goal: having a baby.

from whattoexpect …

Week 4 of Pregnancy: The Egg Implants
After completing its six-day journey through your fallopian tube, the blastocyst you’ll one day call your baby reaches its ultimate destination and begins to attach itself to the uterine lining.

Just a week after fertilization, baby-making is still in its infancy, so to speak. In week four of pregnancy your body’s busily gearing up, big time. Chances are you’re oblivious to all the hubbub — though some women experience those pesky PMS symptoms about now (mood swings, bloating, cramping — the usual suspects), others don’t feel a thing. Whatever you’re feeling (or not feeling), you can’t be 100 percent sure that it’s pregnancy yet. It’s still too early to test. But behind the scenes, here’s what’s going on:

The fertilized egg and your uterus are making contact this week. After completing its six-day journey through your fallopian tube, the blastocyst you’ll one day call your baby reaches its ultimate destination and begins to attach itself to the uterine lining. About 30 percent of the time, implantation bleeding will occur as that bundle of cells burrows its way into the uterine wall. Implantation bleeding, which is usually very scant and either light pink, light red, or light brown, occurs earlier than your expected period. Don’t mistake it for your period, and don’t worry about the bleeding — it’s not a sign that something is wrong.

As soon as the fertilized eggs implants, it starts to release hCG (human chorionic gonadotropin) — the pregnancy hormone that will very soon turn that line on your pregnancy test pink or blue and your world upside down. HCG alerts the corpus luteum (the once-follicle this egg was released from) that it needs to stick around and produce progesterone to nourish the pregnancy until the placenta takes over — about six weeks from now.

Week 4 of Pregnancy: Development of the Embryo and Placenta
Your little ball of cells is splitting into two groups this week. One will become your son or daughter (embryo) while the other becomes the placenta — the lifeline that channels nutrients to your baby and carries waste away.

Your baby has found its home — your uterus. Once there, it burrows into your uterine lining and implants — making that unbreakable connection to you that’ll last the next eight months (and a lifetime after that). Once firmly in place, the ball of cells undergoes the great divide — splitting into two groups and making you four weeks pregnant. Half (now called the embryo) will become your son or daughter while the other half becomes the placenta — the lifeline that channels nutrients to your baby and carries waste away.

Despite its extremely tiny size — no longer than one millimeter and no bigger than a poppy seed (think about that as you eat your morning bagel) — your little embryo is busy setting up house. The amniotic sac that boards your baby (also called the bag of waters) is forming, as is the yolk sac (don’t worry, you’re not having a chicken), which will later be incorporated into your baby’s developing digestive tract.

The embryo now has three distinct layers of cells that will grow into specialized parts of your baby’s body. The inner layer, known as the endoderm, will develop into your baby’s digestive system (with help from that yolk sac), liver, and lungs. The middle layer, called the mesoderm, will soon be your baby’s heart, sex organs, bones, kidneys, and muscles. The outer layer, or ectoderm, will eventually form your baby’s organs and tissues, including the nervous system, hair, skin, and eyes.

bubble 04 … 09.12.08

IMG_5947 I told you the posts would be shorter! Just three notes …

(1) I forgot something that is completely ironic! We went to Justin’s parent’s house on Wednesday to check on their cat, Little. We went in, and on the table were a few things for us. One of them, propped right up on the table, was an article called “Getting a Bead on Natural Family Planning.” No lie! Now come on … they don’t even know yet, and of all times to leave it for us! Yeah, we won’t be needing that. So strange …

IMG_5939 (2) Michelle came by with the boys last night to drop Zayda off for her sleepover weekend, so we got to see the boys for a little bit again! Justin was running the train for the boys; it’s always the highlight of their visit. At one point, Kannon was sitting on the couch between Justin and Michelle; Magnum was on my lap. I asked Kannon if he wants his cousin to be a boy or a girl, and his response was, “it doesn’t matter.” My friends, he’s 3! “It doesn’t matter.” Melt my heart!

(3) I got a cool gift yesterday. Back in the day, I gave Michelle the book “Hot Mama: How to Have a Babe and Be a Babe” by Karen Salmansohn. Last night, I got it back! I haven’t started reading it yet, but I remember from when I picked it out that it’s a fun book! Thank you!!!

Happy Friday! See ya!

colorstrology …

First off, great idea by Pantone to put together this interactive site that merges people with the Pantone Color System. I’ve personally been warm and fuzzy with the Pantone system for 7 years or so. I love and embrace Pantone.

Now, what did “Colorstrology” tell me? First, let’s look at March. “The color for the month of March is Fair Aqua. Dreamy and illusive, this color helps guide people between the conscious and subconscious world. Fair Aqua evokes the qualities of trust and clarity. Neptune, god of the oceans, presides over the month of March. Wearing, meditating or surrounding yourself with Fair Aqua helps you see past the world of appearances. It can also help increase faith and psychic ability.”
- Color: Fair Aqua, Pantone 12-5409
- Intuitive, subtle, empathetic

Next, let’s look at the 30th of the month. “People born on this day tend to teach others through the stories they share. Whether you are singing a song, writing a play or painting a picture, you are able to convey images and emotions that can affect others. It is very important for you to stay active and communicate. Your thoughts can turn to worry if you are not expressing yourself and connecting with the world at large. Your personal color embodies love, passion and courage. Wearing, meditating or surrounding yourself with Faded Rose lends you courage and enthusiasm as you connect with others and find your place in the circle of life.”
- Color: Faded Rose, Pantone 18-1629
- Storyteller, thinker, messenger

bubble 03 … 09.11.08

*** I’m sorry in advance for the length of this post! I promise they’ll normally be shorter, but a lot has happened! ***

Much more exciting news today! We’ll get to see and meet the bubble on October 6th! The day will be complete with bubble pictures and sounds … i.e. sonogram, people! It’ll be before my first appointment with one of my White Coats! Yes! Nope, not excited at ALL! Not … at … all!

IMG_0899 Yesterday was my nephew Kannon’s birthday. Both of the boys are getting SO big so fast! It was fun to think back to the day he arrived – it was totally amazing, and still gives me chills and makes me cry to this day. I still remember what it felt like to first walk into Michelle’s room and meet him, then to hold him for the first time. Some memories never fade, and thank goodness for that! Those two ROCK and have the keys to my heart!

So last night I crashed Kannon’s (and Jason’s!) birthday party at Michelle’s parent’s house. Justin and I went over to give Kannon his presents and say HI on his birthday. I’m not sure what was more fun … the chapstick or the excitement over the orange box in the Cars bag (Shoot, I didn’t even remember to remind them that the car’s eyes light up!)! It was great to see both of the boys, although it just wasn’t long enough! Magnum didn’t want us to go home; as I was giving “see ya” kisses, he kept asking, “Where you going?” When I told him I had to go take care of Little and then go home, he asked if I was coming home to his house. Oh buddy, I wish I could!

I simply couldn’t wait to tell Michelle, and I was nervously excited from the time we walked in the door. The boys opened their presents, and then I told Michelle I had a surprise for her. I told her, “Close your eyes and hold out your paw.” She did, and in her hand, I placed an orange ant. She opened her eyes and said, “Why are you giving me an ant?” It took several seconds for her to figure it out, and after that, it was all over – there was hugging, crying and total excitement! I know she’s been waiting for this moment for a while now, and from my perspective, it was perfect. What a memory! I don’t know who will more enjoy these next 35+ weeks – me or her! He he!

This morning brings a new feeling … I’m more nauseous! Yay! Thankfully, it’s not terrible all day … yet. I was feelin’ rough until around 8:30 or so. Still a little icky, but nothing bad. Man, I hope it stays this way, but I just don’t think the odds are in my favor! Besides that and the feeling that my bottom half is about to drop out (I know, I know, it’s only the beginning!), all’s well! Oh, and the mouth-full-of-saliva to suddenly dry-as-a-desert phenomenon is just great.

In case you’re wondering, here’s the plan for the rest of the “news rollout.” It’s in no particular order, just when we can see them. I just can’t do it over the phone.
- Mindy’s parents – Saturday @ dinner
- Mindy’s sisters April & Alice – Saturday @ dinner
- Justin’s parents – Sunday after they return from NC
For my sisters, we also have ants. For our parents, we have photo albums with pictures of the positive test. Corny, I know, but it’s the best balance I’ve come up with between an over the phone reveal and the “I just can’t wait any longer!” feeling inside of me!

I went to Target yesterday and stocked up on the beloved prenatals and the essential What to Expect When You’re Expecting … plus mini packs of Goldfish for the car nausea! And yes, I DID peruse the baby section, but only briefly! I can’t go getting all crazy … yet!

IMG_5943 Another funny story. I had the pictures for the parents albums developed at Wal-Mart. I sent the files online and went to pick them up yesterday afternoon. What’s written on the envelope? “Congrats!” Ha! Too cute!

P.S. – I’m dying to put pictures up here, but I can’t upload them to Flickr or people will figure it out! Argh! If I can find a workaround, I’ll let you know!

Note: I think I got the picture thing figured out. If you don’t see them, let me know … I’ll try again!

P.S.S. – I was on my way to set up for a trade show yesterday and I heard the end of Faith Hill’s new song, A Baby Changes Everything. Looking at the lyrics now, I see it’s not 100% applicable, but just the song title had me! It took everything I had to fight back the tears the whole way there! Oh my!

P.S.S.S. – I stopped taking my happy pill as of today, so if I’m a real b!tch, please bear with me! I promise to go back on it when this adventure is over! (Yeah, I’m scared of me, too.)

bubble 02 … 09.10.08

So he knows! When I got home from class, he and Cody were already home. He had surprises for me from NC, so we headed upstairs so I could get them. After his turn with giving out the surprises, it was my turn. As we were walking down the steps, I told him, “While I get your surprise ready, can you get my bag out of the car? I think my keys are in my purse.” Perfect, because I was walking ahead of him and he couldn’t see the ridiculous smurk on my face! I went into the back bedroom and put my shoes away as he was getting the keys out of my purse. I walked out as he started heading to the car. He looked at my keys and said something about the amount of “stuff” on my keychain. He he! I looked at him funny, and he looked at the keys. He read the blue one … “baby.” He read the pink one … “baby.” He looked at me, I gave him a sneaky smile, and he said, “Are you?” His face lit up, and that was it! There was lots of hugging and excitement!

Just to be sure, I polished off the box, doing a second “test.” Yep, same result as the first, so it’s a sure thing. Oh … my … gosh!!!

More news … just called for my first appointment and she said I’ll have a sonogram then, too! We’ll get to see the bubble! Yippee! Sorry, it’s October 6th.

So far, nothing major is happening … yay! I feel nauseous in the car, but that’s about it. I know the fun won’t last long, and I’ll soon know in more ways than one that I’m pregnant, but for now, I’m excited that I’m feeling good and starting to share the news!

IMG_5929 IMG_5920

bubble 01 … 09.09.08

Today’s a new day. A new day, it is. It’s been 30 days since the end of my last cycle. I know, you’re saying, “30 days!?” I’ve had an interesting last several months, with 25 to 28 days being normal. 30 really doesn’t scare me.

So Justin and Cody are in North Carolina on vacation. Cool, huh? School and work kept me here, but it’s okay.

On a whim, I woke up this morning and grabbed the box of reserve pregnancy tests. I’ve done plenty lately because of this messed up cycle, so this is nothing new. I pulled one out, and without even thinking, tore it open. I told myself I wouldn’t do this with Justin away, but adrenaline took over and I did it anyway. Stuck it in the stream, cap back on, and I proceeded to put my contacts in. After both eyeballs went in, I looked … and … it … said … PREGNANT! Yes, people, pregnant! Prego! With child! Seed in belly!

IMG_5934 IMG_5917

So … here we go! It’s the start of a new life for Justin and I. Now I just have to wait until Justin gets home tonight to tell him! That’s the hard part! Then we’ll start the process of telling our family … and our friends … and our co-workers … whew!

This wasn’t exactly the plan, but it wasn’t exactly non-planned, either. At this point, I’m just SHOCKED!

According to an online calculator, I’m due on May 16th, 2009. We’ll see what my White Coat has to say, considering my confused prior schedule. I’m unofficially 4 weeks, 3 days today, with 249 days to go.

I’m still in disbelief. It’s been only a few hours (5:30 am) since I found out! OMG!

word(s) of the week: 09.08.08

books

audacious: [adj: aw-dey-shuhs]
Extremely bold or daring; fearless.

dank: [adj: dangk]
Unpleasantly humid; clammy.

palter: [v: pawl-ter]
To mislead, lie or trick.

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